2015 m. sausio 10 d., šeštadienis

About the lifestyle. No answers, just questions

What's a lifestyle?

The way you live your life - many may find the description coming out from the title itself. Many, who thinks a little. Too little to know how to manipulate the lifestyle for a sake of their own well being. Daily well being. For the sake of everlasting moments of happiness.

That's what mother Wiki would say about this if asked:

''The term Lifestyle can denote the interests, opinions, behaviors, and behavioral orientations of an individual, group, or culture.''  ,
''<...> concern the psychological aspects of an individual such as personal values, preferences, and outlooks.''
If you googled the lifestyle, you might find many pictures showing yoga practices, various exercises, many smiling people, sunny landscapes, travel photos, vegetables and fruits, well looking bodies.


It seems like people are pretty positive about everything, because the lifestyle itself is everything, isn't it? It includes your interests, opinions, behaviors... But is all that positiveness real or is it just an image showing the way people would like it to be? Is it just a nice plan, a vision of a perfect life? And why is this perfection being described by only these main words? Is it the only way to live the life right? And what is the right way, anyways? Who decided?
I guess I am a bit aiming to all this triviality on cybernetic reality...

Why are thoughts usually forgotten? They are the engine of our reality, they build the attitude, they make relations, they give us joy. Everyone should know the importance of the things that are going on on that most private place we have called our consciousness. Are you being honest to people? Great, then you are doing okay. Are you being honest and grateful for yourself in your head by handling your thoughts? Yes? Are you sure? Then you are doing just great. Go and ask for the things your soul is crying for. Go and take them. Order from imaginary eBay willing to get the goods soon.

Why are we starting forgetting the nature and the gift it is handing to us - the food for our lungs, the fresh air? Why wouldn't we add it to the definition of the lifestyle?

People miss the feeling of a joy of the rising sun. They miss falling into the tears when they see the beauty, they want to adore the power of the nature, they want to be surprised again. Their souls are crying for these things. But human beings have created the spiderweb on the reality that is easiest to understand. And they are stuck there. No single atom of a natural smell of euphoria tickles their senses. They are like flies. They are going to be smashed, stabbed a couple of times and kicked down. It's like creating a robot-killer. Firstly, it's going to be a huge achievement but later on the control is going to slip out of their hands...
Human are well brained. They gonna find a way to fool their senses and feel the joy and the fullness of life. It's a necessity for the survival just like the air. The main goal of the living is the feel. You live just for the feel.
Such things as MDMA and cocaine appear. And a way more, of course, I probably don't even knew existed. The victims of their own spiderweb are going to think that this is the solution, they have finally found the way to help themselves. But in this case the trap becomes deadly.
Another part of people don't even know that there's a possibility of a real joy. It's not hidden, it's here. They try to find it in material things, tanned bodies and similarity to each other. They might have heard the voice of the soul trying to get a tiny peace of attention from their consciousness but their brain have been too occupied and busy solving money problems to interpret that voice right.



The table is starting to seem too little. The tea on the one side, two candles on another, a pack of nuts that was trying to be a replacement to chocolate and other sweets for today. On another corner - a handful of cheap sweets, of course. A lighter. And a note with an inspiration that comes by just for a second.

The sunny road stretches in front, the night breeze surfs around. Lands on me, penetrates to my lungs through the nostrils. A total privacy, everyone is sleeping. Illuminated summits stands like painted. The sun that doesn't go down calms me, keeps on the track and shows me a way more possibilities than the deadly system will ever do.

2014 m. rugpjūčio 13 d., trečiadienis

What makes you think you can change the world?

Have you ever been asked a question? Have you ever been asked a question where you had to answer by your own pure opinion without thinking about disapointing anyone? Have you ever been able to be honest right from your bones? If not, please, ask yourself the most important question. What makes you think you can change the world?

Don't even start with a root question to this one. Yeah, let's skip the first level and do not ask if you can do it. We are advanced now, aren't we? I know, you know, your mom does know and even some neighbour from the top floor knows somewhere deep inside that you CAN DO IT.
But where does this knowing come from? Why do we think we can change the world? How do we even come to this conclusion..?

Okay. We are not only flesh and bones. You think that too, right? You are a very important person. She is very important. Everyone is super important here. It's like ecosystem - if some species are gone everything becomes unbalanced and the real mess comes up. Every single one of us are taking a part of something here. You and me have a special connection even if we are totally different or don't even know each other. The thing is, I think about you and you might be thinking about me while reading this too. This is the way we are connected now.

We have the same connection to the things we want and the feelings we feel because we are thinking about it. By wanting something you also want to change the world to the world where you get your desires. For example you are thirsty and you want something to drink. What do you do? You go to the kitchen, take a glass and pour some cold fresh water (or beer..) and then you have it. You have just changed the world! If you sat on your bed, knees bended to your head, in the darkness you would have died because of dehydration. But you stood up and went to get what you wanted. You chose not to stay thirsty in your world. You didn't want to suffer because of that. And then you did something. Gratz.

So what in this world made you think that you can just stand up and get your drink?
''I have the right to get my water whenever I want!''- you may say.
''Should I have rather died but not gone to get some water, like ever?''- some may ask...
And you are absolutely right, fellas. You had the right to stand up. You had your own right to survive by getting something you needed to support your existance.

The real wish is a need for your soul to survive just like a water for your body...

So guys, what about everything else? You have so many connections to your wishes and desires. But one wire, the most important, you usually cut down by thinking that this cannot happen. You do not let yourself to have it. What if you didn't let yourself to have a glass of water? Would that seem fair?

There is no such thing such ''this is more important'' or ''it's necessary'' to the Universe or the world of paths and connections. The significance of everything is a total zero or in other words we can call it harmony. Why do people try to mess this natural harmony up?

Man, all your wishes are important to the better life. You also have to know that not every wish is a  real wish and it's ment to come true. The difference between real wishes and fake desires is that the real ones comes only from your soul or the heart. Other are just a result of your thinking. Best examples are fashion trends or a psychopat's need to kill someone. These things could never come from a real you so be careful with them unless you can get old waiting your fake desires coming true. Even if they do, you will not be completely satisfied and will always feel the lack of something...

As I said before, everyone is super important. Everyone plays a role in this play. If you are following your real wishes, if you keep getting your glasses of water, you are playing your role right.